Looking back

The time goes back to ten years ago, when we were just a group of ignorant children who just entered the w88 casino. We began to learn how to spend our time as students at w88 casino alone. We begin to have the pressure and mission of being a student.

Back in time six years ago, we made our first leap. We are no longer the naughty children in our naive childhood. We have changed our roles and become students who are truly swimming in the ocean of learning. We have truly begun a long journey of knowledge exploration.

Rewinding the time tape to three years ago, we began to fade away from our youth and became independent high w88 casino students with mature thinking and thinking.

Finally, focus on the present. We have been promoted to college students and become independent people in the true sense. We enjoy our lives to the fullest, release our youthful vitality, and fully appreciate and practice our own lives.

However, everything is so real and illusory, everything is so so that I can't believe it. I am actually separated from my hometown and my relatives by more than half of China. Two months ago, I applied to the University of International w88 and Economics without hesitation, chose Beijing, chose to go north to study alone, and chose to start a new journey of my life alone in a different place. To be honest, I was really scared. I'm afraid of time alone, afraid of being lonely and helpless, and afraid of the days without a warm home. When I was about to come to Beijing, I was so resistant in my heart that I asked again and again if time could stand still, if the years could go back, if I could go back to that happy high w88 casino life that made me nostalgic, and if I could let those who I deeply love and love me be by my side all the time. There are no answers, and there never will be. Life is so unpredictable that people can't grasp the laws and routes of operation. We just drift with the waves and try our best to maintain ourselves, but it is so painful.

Missing

Looking at the calendar turning page by page, I can no longer look back. I can only stand bravely, look for light and heat, and fill the empty space. Friends said goodbye to me one by one, and we deeply engraved the most sincere and familiar cheeks of our friends with slightly moist eyes. We say goodbye with hugs, and we express our hope with blessings. Reading their messages, listening to their voices, and recalling the days we spent together, I feel so happy, so lonely, and so melancholy.

Perhaps I didn’t know how to cherish it before, but now when I look back at the days at home, the warmth and happiness are so overwhelming that people can’t help but feel sore. Hiding behind the door and listening to my mother's footsteps walking away, I knew that this was my choice and a process that I must go through in my life. Even though it was such a real moment, I still couldn't believe it. I really can’t imagine that what I was looking forward to, what I was looking forward to, what I was afraid of, what I was avoiding, happened so naturally and so silently. As usual, there were no warning signs that shocked me. I thought I was ready, until then I realized my cowardice and cowardice. Mom, I miss you. I miss your smile, your gentle eyes, your love for me, the warmth you gave me, the teachings you gave me in the past twenty years, and everything about you. Those are the most cherished and indispensable parts of my life. I don't want you to worry, I will be strong, I will be fine.

Hope

This is the university, my university, my home. University of w88 and Economics, it will be deeply imprinted in the depths of my life, a trace that will never fade away. Its arrival quietly opened the door to a new life for me. I ushered in the most different turning point in my life. There seems to be a faint hint of dawn, so far away and difficult to reach. Time is like water, fleeting, four years of life are flowing like clear water, and we will arrive soon.

Different people, different rhythms, different lives, different selves, and different growth will all bring me unprecedented impact and enlightenment on this campus.

Learn to get rid of immaturity, learn to get rid of dependence, and learn to live an independent life. There is no regular life arrangement arranged by parents at home and outside the home, and there is no careful care from parents. What we need is our own hands, use these hands to spread our lives, use these hands to learn to grow, what we need is our hearts, let the confusion flow away, inject carefulness, inject stability, inject maturity, so that our minds become stronger.

Soon, we will no longer be swimming on the surface of the ocean of knowledge. We must learn to put on oxygen bottles and lurk in the depths of the ocean, to absorb the nourishment of knowledge, to experience the depth of knowledge, and to feel its broad and profound charm. It makes people fear unconsciously and cannot see to the end. How many mysteries it hides. Could I really grasp it in such a limited time of four years? How much can I do? The confidence I once had in learning had quietly dissipated before I had time to react, leaving traces that irritated my nerves. Throw away the past and start from scratch. To find those things that were mine but were lost.

Hope never leaves, but the future is still confused. I don’t know what my life will be like. My current self, my true self, everything is so confused that I can't describe it accurately and I can't see its clear image. I think what I have to do is to take every step that is closest to me in the fog.

lingering sound

Life is like an onion, peel it off piece by piece, and eventually one piece will make you cry. At this moment, we shed tears called farewell. However, a person always has to take strange roads, see strange scenery, and listen to strange songs. However, in an inadvertent moment, this strangeness will evolve into a familiar mark in our lives. This is life, this is life, constantly getting familiar with the unfamiliar.

I have been searching for meaning since I was born. Although I don’t know where the destination is after all the hard work, I believe I will reach it. Even if the dazzling sky is out of reach and there are no wings to fly, it will not lose to the blowing wind. At the other end of the road ahead, we can see the certain light, the dawn light of our future.

The golden leaves of golden autumn sway quietly in the wind. The memories left on the young face and settled in the hands have gradually faded away. The parting melody can only become the lingering sound echoing deep in the mind. It has become my companion in the process of my pursuit of thinking, and has become the winding song of my life, accompanying me all the way.