8month10日

I love my family

I love my home, even though it is poor and homely; I love my home, because it is warm and healthy.

My name is Wu Fan, and I was born in Hong'an County, Huanggang City, Hubei Province, an old revolutionary base in the Dabie Mountains. It is a nationally famous Jiangjun County and a famous poverty-stricken county in the country. My father is an employee of the county automobile transportation company. My mother does not have a job, but she is diligent and thrifty, and she and my father work hard to raise us. I also have a sister and two brothers. The family of six relies on the father's meager salary and lives a difficult life. However, the whole family is healthy, happy and harmonious.

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The poverty of our family did not stop our desire for knowledge, and the poor economy did not shake our parents' determination to let us study and cultivate our talents.20039793_9837200410123_10187

From the day I received the notice from my little brother, happy smiles filled every face in the family. The hard days are finally coming to an end, and we are looking forward to the future infinitely.

8month27日

A bolt from the blue: "Chronic myelogenous leukemia" - Kai's diagnosis

Damn it, I keep telling myself "Don't cry, be stronger, there will always be a way" in my heart. I obviously don't want Kai to be more stressed and worried, but why are tears still pouring out of his eyes? I am the older sister, why am I saying words to comfort Kai when I burst into tears, and why do I have to let Kai comfort me?

Putting down the phone, time seemed to stop at this moment. My mind went blank. I didn’t know what I should do. There were obviously so many things to do, why couldn’t I remember it? "Chronic myelogenous leukemia", yes, Kai told me just now that the test results have come out and it is leukemia. How is it possible? It's Kai, he's the healthiest in the family. It must be a joke. Although his family is poor, he has loved sports since he was a child. He is good at basketball, table tennis, badminton, and swimming. He insists on exercising every day, no matter how hot or cold it is. Leukemia, how is that possible? "It must be a misdiagnosis, it must be", I kept telling myself, but I felt so desperate in my heart. The Hematology Department of the First Affiliated Hospital of Nanchang University where Kai did the examination is well-known throughout the country, and the possibility of misdiagnosis is very small. Moreover, the results of the blood test and bone biopsy showed that it was "chronic myelogenous leukemia". If a bone marrow transplant is not performed within six months, once it turns into "acute change", it will be life-threatening.

What to do?20How many thousands! This is undoubtedly an astronomical figure for our family in Hong'an County, Hubei Province, an old revolutionary base in the Dabie Mountains and a famous poverty-stricken county in the country. My father was laid off many years ago, and my mother still has a rural household registration. My two younger brothers and I have been going to w88 casino. Now my younger brother has also been admitted to college, so now there are three of us studying in college. Now connected at home1Wandu can’t get it out, let alone20How many thousands.

My parents are so strong-willed that they never go to the doctor when they get sick. They grit their teeth and get through it on their own. The family really has no money, so their parents live frugally. However,20How many thousands, how can we sustain such an astronomical number? How to squeeze it out from between the teeth?

By the way, I will start looking for some part-time jobs tomorrow. Anyway, I am already a senior in college and it’s time to find a job. As for studying, there will still be many opportunities in the future. Also, tomorrow I will check online and in newspapers to see if there are any suitable ones. It doesn’t matter if it’s hard work. It’s better to find more jobs. How much can I earn now? You can also ask the counselor, Teacher Lu, the three teachers from the security department, and other teachers and classmates you know around to help you pay attention. If a part-time job doesn't work, then find a full-time job. At most, you won't be a senior.

It’s past one o’clock now, but I usually go to bed at eleven o’clock, so why am I not sleepy at all?

9month6日

Yesterday, a kind-hearted classmate introduced me to a part-time job in a company near Guomao. I can go to work today.

To go from w88 casino to the company, you have to take a bus at the north exit of Heping Street. I decided to get up early in the morning so that I could walk to the north exit of Heping Street and then take the bus. Anyway, it only takes more than 20 minutes to walk, so I just treated it as exercise. When you come back from get off work in the evening, you can get off at the north entrance of Heping Street and walk back. I remember there is a cake seller on the way back, so you can eat while walking. This way you can save one day2The fare is RMB. Well, you can eat instant noodles at noon, which is convenient and hassle-free.

On the first day of work, there are a lot of things to learn. It’s a bit hard, but I will work harder; a bit tired, but I can persevere.

Come on, Wu Fan!

9month9日

I have been working for several days and I feel pretty good. Today is the weekend and I went to bed a little late in the morning.7：30Just got up. I have been sleeping much better these days than before. Maybe I was tired during the day. I no longer suffer from insomnia. I just saw that my classmates said that I am much thinner than before, but I don’t think so. I used to be a little fat, and I always wanted to be thinner.

I just came back from lunch at noon when I received a call from my sister, asking me to go to Nanchang quickly. Kai's condition is very unstable now. Blood and platelet transfusions have been done every day for the past few days. The cost of treatment for a day is three to four thousand. The money brought by the family has been spent. She and her mother have to go home quickly to raise money. Kai is very weak now. Yesterday was the last day for freshman registration. Yuanyuan has to go to w88 casino, and Dad can't take care of it alone.

Put down the phone, pack a few pieces of luggage, and go straight to the train station. The bus to Nanchang today is1625The cheapest, and you can arrive at noon tomorrow. Although you can only buy standing tickets, it is better than no tickets at all. Fortunately, I was wiser at noon and bought a few more steamed buns, which I could eat in the car. I finally squeezed onto the train. There were so many people. Fortunately, I met some kind-hearted uncles and aunties. They let me sit with them and gave me a bottle of mineral water.

9month10日

Kai on the hospital bed

After sixteen hours of train travel, I finally arrived in Nanchang safely. My sister came to pick me up at the train station. Compared with the sister I saw on my mother's birthday last time, she is much more haggard and thinner, as if she could be blown over by a gust of wind. Looking at the dark circles on her face, she probably didn't sleep well during this period. My sister bought her and mom's train tickets for tonight.

I heard from my sister that Yuanyuan has to sign up. The last time I saw Yuanyuan, he had grown into an adult after not seeing him for half a year. I heard from my parents that he has been working as a conductor on a bus in the county town since the college entrance examination. Now is the hottest time of the year. When no one is willing to do this hard work, Yuanyuan has been insisting on always being high40In the carriage of Duodu, I have to run home for dinner at noon every day. After more than a month, my originally fair face has turned dark. He was already very thin, but now he is even thinner. At that time, my mother said that he was thinner than when he took the college entrance examination8Jin. But what I saw today was that he was even thinner than then.

On the bus to the hospital, my sister said that Yuanyuan has lost weight again5Jin, he originally planned to drop out of w88 casino to take care of Kai, but they all disagreed and insisted on letting him go to w88 casino. It was Kai's classmates who sent him to w88 casino. Even after arriving at w88 casino, he was still very worried and still called every day to ask about Kai's situation, always urging him again and again. After hearing this, I felt very sad. Yuanyuan was the youngest child in the family, and should have been the most pampered and carefree, but now... Yuanyuan took the college entrance examination this year and was successfully admitted to his ideal university - Jiangxi University of Science and Technology. He should have gone to university happily, but now, faced with the high tuition fees and the astronomical surgery fees for his eldest brother, he actually wanted to give up, and wanted to give up the goal he had worked hard for since a very early age...

As soon as I arrived at the hospital and saw Kai, I felt a throbbing pain in my heart. He has been suffering from a high fever these days. He has lost a lot of weight. He looks white and bloodless all over his body. His upper lip has been burned and blistered. His entire mouth is inflamed and ulcerated. His gums are all loose. Several teeth seem to be falling out. Now he eats very little and can only eat liquid food; he can only lie in bed all day and sleep most of the time. He feels tired even if he talks to us or even talks more than a few words. He smiled when he saw me, but he could only say hello to me in a weak voice. My sister said that now he can only write down what he wants to say on paper. Dad was very happy when he saw me passing by. He had more white hair on his head and his back became more hunched.

At night, Dad used a mat to make the floor in Kai's hospital room. The weather in Nanchang is wet and cold in the morning and evening. I am very worried about him. He already has rheumatism, which will make it worse. But my father told me not to worry, saying that it would be fine.

9month11日

Kay’s condition worsens

I thought I had completely built up my heart. I thought I was strong enough. Before I saw Kai, I kept saying to myself: "Don't cry. You have to be strong. It will get over. Don't cry in front of Kai." But I couldn't bear it today and ran to the corridor outside alone to cry. In the morning, the nurse came to press for the payment. When I asked, it was more than 4,000 yuan. I was shocked. My sister left a few hundred yuan for living expenses before she left. In addition, I brought more than 1,000 yuan for my own living expenses for this semester from w88 casino, and the total was just enough for 2,000 yuan. Kai's teacher was trying to find a way at the w88 casino, but it was still too late. Because Kai had no money, he could not receive blood transfusions in time, which led to a continuous decrease in platelet concentration and a decrease in the body's resistance. As a result, his body temperature finally dropped to low38The degree suddenly soared39There are many degrees. , he ate less and only drank a little porridge at noon.

What to do? what to do? This won't work. I watched his condition worsen and was unable to do anything. I covered my face and rushed out of Kai's hospital room. I lay on the window railing of the hospital and cried loudly.

After calming down, I walked into the ward again. Kai weakly said to me, "Second sister, don't worry, I'm fine." I also smiled and said to him, "Would you like to eat something?" I'll prepare it for you. "The thought in my mind became more firm. I must find more part-time jobs after I go back. I have to work hard!

9month13日

Nurse reminder

I never thought I would be so embarrassed when I meet a friend I haven’t seen for many years.

When I woke up this morning, the sky was gray, and it started drizzling at around 7 o'clock. At about eight o'clock, my good friends in Nanchang and two good friends from Kai came to see us. We were very happy and they gave us 400 yuan. We were really grateful.

The nurse came again after breakfast to collect payment, right? Yesterday, Kai’s teacher sent me only the money left1000yuan, plus what we collected from ourselves2000Yuan, it should be about the same. Walking on the way to pay the fee, I had mixed feelings. It was great now. All the living expenses had been taken out. Maybe I could only use the four hundred yuan as living expenses. "There is still more than four hundred yuan left." When I heard the toll collector's words, my heart froze. "No, it was obviously this amount just now?" "That was just now, and now it has gone up." I had no choice but to run back to the ward and the window again to pay the fee.

I returned to the ward, holding my wallet with only one yuan left, looking at my friend’s concerned eyes, and thinking about Kai’s lunch, I cried. Dad and I can stop eating, but what about Kai? Looking at me, my friend understood. Without hesitation, she stuffed all the few dozen yuan she had left into my pocket. "Stop crying, Fan, go buy lunch for your brother first, and we will slowly figure out a solution together." Taking the meal money given by my friend, I walked to the cafeteria in the drizzle, feeling bitter in my heart.

9month17日

Kay’s condition has gradually stabilized, and the leave I asked for has arrived,16At night, I take what’s left with me50Yuan Qian came to the ticket window of Nanchang Railway Station and bought a ticket to Huangzhou, and there was still money left6Yuan. Holding the train ticket to Huangzhou and feeling uneasy, I boarded the train back to Beijing. I was so nervous on the train that I didn't dare to sleep all night. Fortunately, I met some nice flight attendants later. After understanding my situation, they not only didn't criticize me, but also said a lot of encouraging words.

With gratitude, I got on the bus back to w88 casino. Misfortune never comes singly, just as I'm about to arrive at w88 casino, next409My wallet was stolen when we were in the car. It contained my ID card and w88 casino numberECard, andEAlmost all the documents and cash including the CCB card supporting the card, I spent the next day running around the police station and various document reissue centers. Thinking of the cost of renewing the certificate, I felt guilty again. If only I had been more careful, this wouldn't have happened. It could have been completely avoided. I was so careless. I must learn a lesson in the future! I have to go to work tomorrow and do it well. This job is so important to me and my family.

9month29日

Sister

My sister has not been home for more than a month. She wants to use the National Day holiday to go back and have a visit. The child is still too young, so she can't worry about it.

Thinking of my sister, we owe her so much. When she was sixteen years old, she went to work in Guangzhou before she graduated from the third grade of junior high w88 casino. Together with her meager income, she supplemented the family and helped her parents to provide for the three of us siblings to study. We have been looking forward to being admitted to college, which can also reduce her burden. Now that our three siblings have all entered college, I originally thought she could finally breathe a sigh of relief, but who knows... She has to leave her one-year-old son behind again, running between home and the hospital, worrying about raising the treatment and surgery expenses for her eldest brother.

Yuan Yuan said that he would take care of Kai on November 1, and he had already bought the ticket today, yes30It’s around two o’clock in the morning,1Arriving on the morning of the next day, alas, thinking of Yuanyuan’s sensibility, I...

I also had to refuel. Although I was very worried, but thinking about the round trip fare and living expenses, I decided to find a part-time job quickly. A few days ago, my roommate told me that a holiday ticketing agent was looking for part-time jobs, and I had already decided to do this.

10month1日

Pairing successful

Today is the National Day. I received a call from Kai early in the morning. "Second sister, I have some good news for you." Kai's happy mood also infected me across the phone. "What's going on? I'm so happy." "The results of our bone marrow matching are out." "How is it?" I couldn't help but get nervous. "We are matched at all six points." Wow, that’s great. Kai is saved. I can have a bone marrow transplant with him. After the operation is successful, he can be the same as before. I was so happy that I told all my friends who knew about it. After hearing this, they were as happy as me. It’s great. Kai has hope. Now he only has to pay for the surgery.

But when I think about the cost of surgery, my heart seems to be weighed down by a big stone,25Ten thousand, only raised so far4、5Ten thousand, but I borrowed everything I could, sold everything I could sell, and the rest20What should I do with Wan?

But no matter what, there is hope if the pairing is successful. Come on, Wu Fan, everything will be fine! Everything will pass! come on! God, please bless Kai, we will all work hard, please let us have time to save him!

10month3日

I am smiling, but my heart is crying

My sister called me just now, and I felt very heavy after hearing it.

I always thought that we would have at least half a year to raise money, but now I realize how naive and ignorant I was. Kai's attending doctor told his sister that now is the time when Kai's condition is at its best. If surgery is not performed in time in the past two months, Kai's chance of survival will be greatly reduced, and the cost in the later period will be relatively higher.

I just called Kai. He was so optimistic and full of hope for his future. From his words, I could feel his strong desire to live.

I am so afraid, I am so afraid of losing Kai, brothers are like brothers, now I understand this sentence better. My whole body trembles every time I think about possibly losing Kai. I'm so scared that I might lose him because I don't have the money to treat him; I'm so scared that I won't be able to save him in time. If I have money in the future, but if he doesn't stand side by side with me, what's the point? At that point, what’s the point of having more money?

Many former classmates called me today. I was very touched by their kindness. I smiled and said to them, "I'm fine, I'm fine." But I was crying in my heart. What should I do? The time until Kai's surgery is getting shorter and shorter, but the money we lack is still an astronomical figure. What should I do? It doesn't matter if the workload is heavy, it doesn't matter if the time is long, and it doesn't matter if I'm tired. As long as you give me a job and money, I'm not afraid, I will work hard. As long as it allows me to save my brother, I can do anything and give anything.

I really hope that there is such a person now who can help us. I can do anything for him, as long as he can help me save my brother, or I can work for him. I will work hard, just asking him to help me.

10month4日

I’m so afraid of losing him

Since yesterday, many former classmates have called me to comfort me, and several people have sent me donations. I am very touched, and I feel sorry for everyone. Most of them have just started working, and their salaries are not high, but now they have to be dragged down by me...I can’t express my gratitude, because a thank you is too light to express my gratitude. I cannot thank you enough for saving my life. My family and I will always remember it and will never forget it.

Every time before I called Kai, I was very scared, I was so afraid of hearing bad news; before I went to bed every night, I was so scared, afraid that I would never see my beloved relative again when I woke up.

I'm so afraid of losing him. I'm so afraid of losing him who rushes to serve food to his parents at the dinner table. I'm so afraid of losing him who grabs all the vegetables when my mother goes shopping. I'm so afraid of losing him who helps me hold an umbrella on rainy days. I'm so afraid of losing him who used to ride my bike to w88 casino. I'm so afraid of losing him who would tell me jokes when I'm angry. I'm so afraid! "Brothers are like siblings." It turns out that he has already become a part of my body. If I lose him, my life will never be complete again.

Dear well-wishers, I beg you to save my brother. I can go to work. I will work hard to repay you. Really, I will work hard.

10month6日

Mid-Autumn Festival

Last night in the middle of the night, shortly after I went to bed, the phone rang in my sleep. I quickly got out of bed, my heart was beating wildly. I was very scared, afraid of the phone call in the middle of the night. It turned out that it was a false alarm because my classmates were worried about me and made a special call to comfort me. I put down the phone and lay on the bed, feeling relieved, but I couldn't fall asleep for a long time. The feeling of fear was still there. I have to work harder, we are racing against time, Kai is struggling on the edge of life and death.

This National Day, I have been busy preparing materials in the dormitory, and I want to be more prepared. My uncle called me just now and wanted me to come over for lunch. I really want to go, but I'm afraid that my sadness will affect their holiday atmosphere. Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, which should be a day for family reunion, but our family... Kai is still struggling on the verge of death. How can I, a sister, celebrate the holiday happily? Now, my family and I spend every second in fear. Our requirements are not high, no matter where we are, even if we can't have a reunion dinner at the same table, as long as each other is healthy, that's enough.

Every year during the Mid-Autumn Festival, every family celebrates reunion. I hope that we will live long and share the beauty of the moon thousands of miles apart. My wish is very small. I only hope that Kai can spend every Mid-Autumn Festival with us in good health. I only hope that the whole family can enjoy the bright moon together every year in the future. Even if we are poor, even if it is difficult, as long as we are safe and healthy.

We miss our loved ones more during the Mid-Autumn Festival. May all families in the world be safe, reunited, and happy! May good people have a safe life!