Zhang Jingyi w88 casino of International RelationsLevel 2017

Looking back on the past four years, I tried to use concise language to accurately summarize it. After thinking about it for a long time, I got nothing. It reminds me of some important moments. To me at the time, those were insurmountable obstacles or torturous times that were difficult to survive. At the moment, their existence seems to make my life in Huiyuan vivid and profound.

I am generally a person who is not very proactive and not very smart. I have the mood to do things well, and at the same time I pursue the philosophy of Buddhism and taking things easy. When I first entered Huiyuan, I was very confused and had no clear goals and preferences. Similar to many freshmen, I participated in interviews with various clubs and student organizations, but in the end I only stayed in the news center of the college's youth league. I didn't expect it at the time, but it would become the most vivid part of my college years.

Interviewing outstanding seniors, walking around the campus with a camera, typing on the computer screen...became the norm during my freshman and sophomore years. Use the camera to record the wonderful moments of each event, and use words to describe college life. These things are specific and subtle, but very interesting. Then by chance, he became the president of the student union of the college. The complex and diverse tasks involved in student work can be overwhelming at certain moments. In addition, in my junior year, I was faced with the choice of the future, whether to go abroad, take the postgraduate entrance examination, or work. The anxiety of most students from the University of Business and Economics also came to me. Under the dual effects of busyness, confusion and the unknown, sensitive emotions defeat reason and will gain the upper hand.

I started to re-examine myself. When I don’t know what to do in the future, just look at my feet, I say to myself. Being grounded can indeed reduce the tension caused by emptiness and uncertainty. List belowIt has become a habit to “To Do List” and put a big check mark when completed.

For various reasons,Preparations for the postgraduate entrance examination will officially begin in September 2020. The process of preparing for postgraduate examinations is difficult and lonely for everyone, from early morning to late at night. The tight schedule brings greater psychological pressure, and we can only follow the steps step by step and have a full schedule from morning to night. There were many times when I thought about giving up, and there were also sleepless nights. Write on the table "Persevere! Believe in yourself! Be happy no matter what!" to motivate yourself. Fortunately, the results of hard work are good.

There is such a story. The protagonist was practicing in the piano room and became irritable and anxious because he couldn't play the music well. Sitting next to her, alreadyThe 83-year-old teacher stood up from the piano tremblingly without saying a word, and moved step by step to the door of the room. The teacher turned back to the confused girl and said, "Look, if I want to get to the door, I have to walk step by step. I can't get to the door in an instant. So don't be anxious. If you go in this direction and step by step, you can definitely get there."

The moment I read the above story, I seemed to be enlightened in an instant. Life in Huiyuan is coming to an end. In the past four years, I have stumbled and followed every step, trying to catch up with others. But later I gradually realized that the most important thing is to be yourself. Go in your own direction, step by step, and you will eventually reach the other side of your dreams.