The years are speechless, but I can only be with my heart

Yin Guoshi

"Teacher, are you leaving on the 28th?”Faced with students’ questions, I could only squeeze out one sentence while avoiding my eyes"Who said that? I hope you don't have to take physics classes when I leave!" Facing those young and tender faces, the scene when I first came to the podium seems like yesterday: I am your physics teacher, my name is Yin Guoshi, from the w88 casino, and I will give you physics classes this year...

You never know who will come first tomorrow or the naughty child

Since the day I was selected as a member of the teaching team, I have always imagined what kind of child I would meet. Maybe he would be the same as when I was in junior high w88 casino, shy but stubborn, bold and naughty, or well-behaved and sensible. With full expectations, after attending the preparatory meeting for the opening of the w88 casino at the end of August, I was led to the physical education and research group. When I first arrived, I exchanged pleasantries and chatted with the teachers for a long time. During this period, the teachers said something"The dolls really like the young teacher”The long-awaited anticipation was instantly released, stimulating every cell in my body.

Before I took the stage for the first time, I had already put in the effort to design and practice the first lesson meticulously and perfectly, and tidy it up in an elegant and appropriate manner, because I felt that I should look my best to meet my children. Opening remarks, self-introduction, all in one go!"Teacher, don't you distinguish between L and N? It's a thing li, not a thing ni!" As a southerner, I knew I couldn't read this accurately, and all of a sudden my thoughts were scattered all over the floor like broken rosary beads. Since then, under his leadership, there are always voices in my classes correcting my pronunciation, and classical mechanics has almost become a nightmare for me. Unexpectedly, I would also be worried about who would come first tomorrow or the naughty children.

Communication in class

I am very conflicted, but I don’t want to become something you don’t like

When talking about student education, should we be strict or kind? This may be a problem. Under the education of teachers’ families, they said that we should be friends with students and teach and educate people like a warm spring breeze. However, as a student, I always feel that students should be treated harshly because I grew up in such a high-pressure and harsh environment. Over the past year, I have been switching between leniency and severity, being a contradictory self, but I have never been able to switch skillfully.

When a student says to me, teacher you should"Ye Ye Ma" (local dialect - meaning powerful, fierce), but often the feedback received from students at this time is "The sun is dead" (local dialect - meaning annoying). Forgive me for not being able to be truly "Ye Ye Ma", please forgive me for my "sun eyes", and forgive me for not wanting to become something you don't like. Maybe it will affect the classroom efficiency because I am too kind, maybe you will be sad because I reprimanded loudly, maybe you will be unfair because of my punishment... But my children, it is you who can actually make me tremble with anger, it is you who can make me show my happiest smile; it is you who can make me raise my hands high, and it is you who can make me suppress my anger. This year, I have been playing a contradictory role in front of everyone in the audience. Perhaps the contradiction cannot be eliminated, but in the transition between contradictory and opposite sides, I am very glad that I have not turned into something you don't like.

Q&A after class

Light a lamp for you and light my way

When I was in college and asked whether other people’s social practices had any practical results or brought anything to the local area, I never thought that one day I would face the same torture. What does teaching for a year mean to me?

Looking back at the journey, this year, I carefully prepared every class, carefully graded the homework of three classes, discussed difficult problems with students during class, had sincere talks from time to time, and visited during holidays…At the beginning, I was deeply shocked when the teachers in the teaching and research group commented that “the key points were not grasped and the divergence was too difficult”; I was indignant because homework corrections must be carried out in accordance with unified requirements and regulations; I was in a stalemate because the leaders had different opinions on class management; I was hoarse because there was no noise in the classroom… I think the reason why I felt bad at that time may be because my heart was not calm, so I failed to turn on the light. Later, my heart sank, and I felt that all of this was what I should experience. Isn’t the purpose of coming here to light up a light in the lives of children? Maybe it can't change the trajectory of their lives, but I firmly believe that as long as there is a little deflection, it is worth it for me, and they have also given me some suggestions for what I have donefullFeedback: I started to accept you, give you a small gift from time to time, take the initiative to talk to you... and these just lighted the way I came.

The separation should be decent and no one should say sorry

"Breaking up should be decent, no one should say sorry, there is no need to owe..." The week when I learned that I was leaving, during the evening self-study, the students sang this song "Decent" to me, and said, teacher, we will sing it to you on the day you really leave. I just thought it was funny when I first heard it, but that night I unexpectedly lost sleep. Maybe I had too many regrets, too many unfinished words, and I didn’t know if I could say goodbye to everyone decently, or if I could say goodbye with a smile. In order to fulfill the promise I made when I first came here a year ago, and to live up to our encounters this year, I feel that every encounter should have a sense of ceremony when parting, so I also started my farewell season.

In the last days, while attending the farewell party of the w88 casino and the teachers of the teaching and research group, I prepared for the students"Gift" - a song "Wish" that I sang when I graduated from junior high w88 casino; on weekdays, I used my spare time to take group photos and individual photos with students; on weekends, I took my students to the cinema to watch "Spirited Away". When talking about the experience, the student said: "When the person accompanying you is about to get off the car, you should be grateful even if you are reluctant to leave, and then wave goodbye." Perhaps this is the fate of the graduate student teaching group. After a brief encounter, they will be reluctant to say goodbye, but "We love you without regrets and respect the end of the story”。