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The wind from the north came fiercely, and the bone-chilling chill took away all my interest in outdoor activities. Being in Beijing, I seem to have never touched the charm of the capital city that is exclusive to the imperial capital in my impression. It’s just that in a daze, the days slipped by day by day until13The end of the year.
After struggling for a long time, I decided to skip lunch and reserve tickets for Chen Kun’s new book meeting. The event was so popular that it was hard to get a ticket. The biting cold wind was still raging, but with a kind of indulgent joy and pride, I joined the long queue stretching from the front to the back of the building. Just because I like it, I don’t care about any effort or reward. So on Sunday, I rushed to the library in a hurry. The sun was quiet and warm in the afternoon. I squinted my eyes lazily, temporarily put aside all the homework for tomorrow's exam and the day after tomorrow, and just observed and listened with my eyes and heart. I have to lament how quickly time passes——What remains in the memory is still«Jinfenshijia»The suave, handsome and unrestrained young man from the Republic of China, but Chen Kun in front of him looked much more mature and tough. Although I lamented the huge contrast between the two, I still felt that my interest was not diminished.
Perhaps everyone has had such an experience——To fall in love with a certain star just because of a small moment, buy many of their posters and stickers, write their names on the title pages of books, and excitedly exchange their latest news with "like-minded" friends... It's like an indescribable belief: they are extraordinary and perfect in my mind, and the feeling of liking is so real and tangible. And we ignite the unique enthusiasm and passion of youth, and engrav all the stories deeply in our hearts. Even if one day time finally changes our temperament, that feeling is still there. It is not nostalgia, but better than nostalgia. It has already become a long-lasting part of our memory.
However, I don’t know when, many things were still so far away. When I suddenly came back to my senses, I realized that I could no longer find them. The so-called growth has worn away the youthful frivolity that we were once proud of. Faced with heavy schoolwork and exams that never seem to end, faced with complex interpersonal relationships and time that increasingly does not belong to us, life is no longer simple and can no longer be easily controlled. But we must learn to restrain ourselves, learn to be patient, learn to forget, and learn to work hard to make ourselves calmer and more stable. No matter how much I hope to have someone I can rely on and trust unconditionally, I just carefully put aside my complicated emotions, and then quickly throw myself into all the things that come my way.
When I was little, I loved being with my grandma the most. I loved her kind smile, deft hands, and her always pampering tone. At that time, I never imagined the future, and I never worried or feared it, but now I am suddenly awakened by time——The smart and capable person who has always been by my side has become extremely short and chatty, and the time I can give her is getting less and less. The lingering warmth of the coffee is still there, but the person who brewed the coffee has frozen his posture in the passing years, unable to approach or recall it. Most of us just walk around like this, becoming supporting characters in other people's lives, trapped in excessive self-praise and self-deprecation, waiting for future judgment and confrontation.
Life cannot get rid of these "gnawing" little worries for a moment, but it is precisely because of those equally trivial little happinesses that I am still willing to look for and chase them without hesitation, even if happiness is just the tip of the iceberg of life. Wrapped up in my coat and walking on campus, I saw sweet young lovers on the road as if no one else was around. Some were walking in a hurry with their textbooks under their arms, and some were accompanying their friends with bright and cheerful smiles. Sunlight shone evenly on everyone's hair and brows through the gaps in the branches and leaves. Different people, with all kinds of faces and moods, whether sad or frustrated, but as long as I have the next second, I am willing to fight hard.
Suddenly, I thought of a sentence I saw somewhere, "Ignorance is not falsehood, it is a large wheat field growing in the depths of time, shining brightly." So I am waiting for the first snow of this year's University of w88 and Economics, waiting for my own prosperous light years, there are too many worlds I want to see, and too many pictures I want to dream about, and I will eventually embark on the journey, as always.
