Time flies incredibly fast. Leaving home on the tail end of summer and coming toBeijingThree months have passed for this gorgeous behemoth in the blink of an eye.
At midnight one day in November, I closed the unfinished novel and prepared to climb into bed.“Everyone”The sentence "It seems to be snowing" on the status was instantly removed了All my sleep.
People always have special feelings for something in one way or another, maybe because it resembles an afternoon on the swing in your childhood, maybe because there is a certain past hidden in it, or maybe it really has no reason. As a person who can see snow almost every year, I can't help but be overflowing with excitement when the first snow falls every year. Every year we meet again, I feel as happy as if I saw it for the first time.
With the posture that I was used to before，With the mood I was used to, I rushed to the window expectantly. In the thick foggy night filled with lights, on the small balcony on the seventh floor of Hongyuan, the face of winter was coldly spread out in front of my eyes - through the wet glass window, the scenery in front of me was blurred, onlyThroughOnly through the small street lamp on the roadside in the distance can you clearly see the fine snowflakes falling in a hurry. I opened my eyes wide and tried to see the light clearly, but suddenly I felt a strange feeling that I couldn't grasp anything.
This is the first snow I have seen alone. There are no more "put on more clothes, don't you hear me" that parents put into their ears on almost every cooling day; no more rush to the playground when the bell rings after class; no more people watching the snow together and walking quietly in the snow together. In this overly gorgeous city, I found that I had lost all my feelings for snow.

Actually，That’s not all that was lost.

When I talked with friends scattered in various cities about the first snow in the North, some were envious and others made fun of it.

thisLand,I will send onePhotographed the snowy scene at dusk through the window,The other side, she passedA warm autumn scene in the South。That’s it, meWith cold handsHold the mouse，Discussing the size and density of snow with those classmates who were eating ice cream, blowing the air conditioner, and wearing short clothes and short sleeves, suddenlyReluctantly lamenting the distanceFunny——BecauseThe distance cut by the longitude and latitude lines, the same time, different spaces, you guys里The sun is shining brightly, here I amButMantianflySnow.

So he sent a status to himself: "Would you like to watch the snow with me?"
"It's an honor." I saw someone reply like this.
It turns out that I am arriving on the train of destinyInternational w88 casinoAt the same time,meAlsoThrow away了The simplest time to joke with you.

I find that I always seem to spend more time than others to complete the two stagesofThe transition between. Within a few months of coming to university, everything seems to be different from what I originally imagined。

The comfort and ease I once imagined, the inexplicable expectations I had for my bright and smooth future have been overturned little by little in the past few months. Although he had long been mentally prepared to be surrounded by elites, he was still at a loss in the face of the huge gap.

Running between clubs and studies, setting and revising my schedule over and over again, trying to adapt to a life that requires independence without dependence. I want to hold time tightly in my hands but find that it still runs away ruthlessly. Then I sigh and say to myself: "That's it anyway, I know I have worked hard."

What I lost was the pride and a little bit of the feeling of dreaming.

a few days ago，Received a text message from a senior high w88 casino girl: "How are you at the University of International w88 and Economics? I'm still working hard in your direction."
That moment，I suddenly recalled the seasickness of those boat rides in my senior year of high w88 casino. I remembered that I was unexpectedly strong and optimistic at that time. I was like a lonely lightkeeper on the dark night sea, guarding something in the rolling and indifferent sea of my senior year of high w88 casino. I thought of where I am now, which was the only light that supported me in those dark days. And the flock of white pigeons flying into the sky on the lawn,BrickThe red Ningyuan Building, these things that were deeply engraved in my mind when I saw them when I was recruiting for the University of International w88 and Economics, now make up every fragment of my current life.
Say so，I am in my dream now, just，It’s time to move on to your next dream.

Beijing’s No.One pieceWhite，Melts into the air after existing for a day. On that day, the girl and I laughed as we walked through the thick snow and rushed to the next interview task.

I discovered that the snow in the north has a different "creeping" sound underfoot than in the south，I am still looking forward to the second snow in the North, just like before.
I think, maybe in some moodAndNot thrown away,AndI just hid a little timidly in front of the new life. But it will reappear eventually, right? Like，Those who visit the world every yearNadiA snowfall.