In the blink of an eye

I walked with my head buried in the wind, unwilling to let the withered leaves roll up on the ground. I looked up at the blue sky, and let out a breath that turned white in the air. In the North, it is winter again.

This time last year,I must have walked through Shuxiang Square in fear too,Look up and see the withered ivy on the quest building. I must have squinted my eyes to face the faint winter sunshine and hummed an inexplicable tune. Do you want to watch the north wind blow the white grass on the ground and watch the crazy willows dance in the wind?

With a little stubbornness and perseverance, I ran from the south of the Yangtze River to the north, and excerpted the quote from the year of Qi Jin that was circled in the book——"Look at the north that I dreamed of in exchange for my senior year of high w88 casino. The sunshine is as desolate as the land"——It seems to be written to me. Fortunately, there are always few clouds here, and the bright moon is lovely, but I don’t have the thought of "the moon is the brightness in my hometown". day before yesterdayKYou showed me an article about homesickness that I wrote when I was in my third year of high w88 casino, and I smiled softly. I didn’t know what it felt like to be sad back then, but now I can’t stop talking about it. I think of Lao She's phrase "can't tell", and I am in Peiping, which my husband misses. This literary substitution is quite interesting when I think about it.

Looking through last year’s diary, I found that there was a lunar eclipse at night last year. A friend thousands of miles away sent me a text message to remind me: "It's red." At that time, I was writing at my desk about something. When I saw the text message, I suddenly remembered and ran to the balcony. Suddenly the red moon was more charming than usual. I was stunned for a while before I remembered to call my roommate out. The geographical knowledge that had been completely forgotten emerged reluctantly, the positional relationship between the sun, the earth and the moon, the diffusion, scattering and reflection of light, which seemed to be a little reminiscence of the bygone middle w88 casino days. The excitement was still not over when I saw a couple of couples downstairs. Five people shouted to them in unison: "Look at the moon!" Then they suddenly squatted down and snickered, like a childhood prank. They used the software on their mobile phone to identify the stars around them, and related to constellations and clouds. They laughed and chatted. The five little lunatics kept making noise like this for half the night.

The winter solstice was just around the corner. I heard my senior sister who was also in the capital complained that only dumplings were eaten during the winter solstice in the north. I didn’t really like glutinous rice balls, but I suddenly felt sad. Later, taking advantage of the fact that there was no class that afternoon, I went to the canteen with a girl from Fujian to wait in line for glutinous rice balls. I was very happy. In fact, there was no point in waiting, it was simply a grab. Later, the senior sister asked me if the food I ate was spicy. After hesitating for a long time, I realized that I had swallowed it whole. At this point, eating glutinous rice balls has actually become a ritual. In my hometown, there is a saying that one will be one year older after the winter solstice. I suddenly thought of Lotte's sentence "Winter Solstice in Handan Station", and I felt sad.

This time last year, I was facing my first final exam in college. I was half gearing up and half terrified. And my close literary friend was preparing for the college entrance examination. The usually casual and crazy person suddenly became angry. Although he failed to do well in several mock tests, he gritted his teeth and made an appointment to meet in the capital. A friend quoted a sentence, "If we don't meet each other in life, everything is like participating in business." He replied casually, "I know it is difficult to live in Chang'an for a long time, and my selfish desires will come." Suddenly, a year passed, and after all, we were still thousands of miles apart. I sighed that participating in business was a prophecy, and I had no choice but to come to Japan for comfort. Perhaps it is enough to have a close friend in the sea, and one should not expect to live next to each other. There are many promises in the years that cannot be fulfilled, but it is the only one that cannot be fulfilled, so it can be remembered.

Always live day by day, just want to have a leisurely day. Thinking about this time last year, I suddenly realized that years had passed.

There are many things that I have never written down, and I will never remember them again. Maybe memory is a poem that goes with wine. After one sip, you will forget a sentence.