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[Her in the eyes] I can’t see you

Published: April 25, 2016 Editor:

I can’t see you

International Business w88 casino Class of 2015 Halon

I can’t see your long black hairI can’t see your eyes that seem to hide millions of poemsI can’t see the curve of your mouthCan’t see your collarbone, your hands, every part of you

I can’t see your smile that fascinates meI can’t see the trajectory of your hair tail swinging as you run towards my arms against the light in the dark nightI can’t see your side face that is unconsciously tempting me while you are sleeping beside meI can’t see your hugs, kisses, and every move you make

Only seen for a momentYour eyebrows, your lips in the planeStill motionless and unchangedI won’t retreat in disgust even if I get closeNot even responding with a blushJust thereQuietly looking at my face illuminated by light in the dark nightQuietly look at the longing that instantly overflowed into tears in my eyesLook at me quietly, I can’t see youSmiling quietly to oneself

Even in a dreamIt’s also a blurry sceneIn a scene rendered by too dazzling sunlightIf you are still willing to hold my hand and be intimate with meThe outline of the long hair will be blurred by the setting sunReminds me of the time when I smiled and said I wanted to take a photo to record your back under the sunsetBut it has never been fulfilledJust like many unfulfilled pasts

But more oftenIn an extremely clear dreamYour face is expressionless and deliberately avoidedI can only talk and laugh with others as if I don’t careAs alwaysI just secretly look at youI don’t want you to show off to me again

I also dreamed of youI pulled your clothes and knelt down cryingCan’t see youCan’t see everythingUntil he starts to retchingIt seems like I want to vomit out this broken heartThere is no strength left in my bodyUntil I wake up crying from my dreamDesperately trying to hold back the cryingDesperately wiping away tearsStill can’t see youWithout you by my sideNo one around

I can’t see youIf I really can’t see youIf you are not reflected in my eyesWhere should I go to find you in my eyesGo to your heartGo to memory

So headlong into every dark night, drownedIn darkness deeper than nightI want to write many love poems for youI want to compose and sing many love songs for youDeclare to everyone who I see you in my eyesBeing said to be neat and tidyBeing said to be strong and happyBut she is as ordinary and weak as all girlsThere are moments when I cry and want to rely on and hug, withWhen you are lonely and want care and love

But she is obviously just an ordinary girlBut it has extraordinary meaning in my heartIt’s a treasureIt’s a treasureIt’s a treasureEverything about youinchI regard cells as treasuresI can’t bear to let every inch of your heart be hurtDesperately want to burn every inch of my body for you

Even if you are exhaustedExhausted,I also want to have what I don’t haveI give it all to you from my heart; Even if I am hoarse, I want to convey everything I have said and unsaid to you from the bottom of my heart.

If someone takes it into their heart, it will make you happyI want to tell youYou have always lived in my heart for freeThe softestComfortable placeHave computer, TV and mobile phoneA comfortable bed and your favorite foodIf this is not enoughI can make room for you and create a courtyard in my heartEven a streetEven one city and one world

It will make you happy if you are always rememberedI want to tell youI will think of you every step I takeGo to the restaurantThink about whether the food here might suit your tasteWhich passerby did you see wearing trendy clothesThink about how you would evaluateWhich gift shop did you seeI will think about the possibility of buying a small gift for youPassing by the newsstandWondering whether it sells posters and postcards of your favorite celebrities

Knowing that someone will always be by your side will make you feel at ease and not lonelyI want to tell youI am willing to listen to anything you have to say as a best friend or even a soul mateI am willing to be your unscrupulous support and dependenceI hope you forget those worries and barriersEven forget the happiness and joy of the past that would cause worries and barriers between you and me todayAnd I hope you can always remember what I said to you a long time agoPlease rememberAny moment in the futureThere is always someone willing to give you a hugSo please stop saying that you have no one to hold you, okay

I want to be by your side all the timeI will do my best to help youNo excusesWillinglyJust want you to smileI want you to be happyThe desire to be more greedyThat is if I can contribute to this

RuruoYou think my feelings are just a burden to youIt doesn’t matterThose lovesickness parts are just my personal lovesicknessIt has nothing to do with youAnd if you want to talk about lovesicknessThe one I loveYouNot youThatYouOnly exists in the pastIt will not be replaced by anyone in the future

That is covered in dustYouThat is a poem that has been covered in dust

Because of you now and your pastYoudifferentI won’t get involved with the innocent you now and won’t let go

You are poetry

You are meIn eyesThe most beautiful poem

I am willing to spend a fortune for you

I am also willing to write your last chapter

You are the song

You are the most beautiful song in my heart

I am willing to sing for you

I am also willing to lose my voice for you

But I can’t see you

You’re not looking at me either

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