Her in the eyes
Class of Foreign Languages College 2013 Li Tianqi
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When I get busy, I will completely forget her, and I will only remember her existence when I am bored, sad, entangled and depressed.
Sometimes I feel I love her very much, and sometimes I feel so tired.
What would happen if I left her one day?
I really left her.
More and more new friends around me have opened up a brand new world for me. The travel destinations that are getting farther and farther have given me the urge to set off. The slowly filled bookshelf and the longer I write articles made me hear the dream so clearly for the first timeHeartbeat.
It turns out that growing up is very simple, that is, saying goodbye to someone.
But some things seem to be destined to be unable to get rid of them, as if they are used to or blood. I'll be in winterMissedBeef stewed radish,A fever就Want to eat the true heart cardCan canned yellow peaches, if you are anxiousCan't help itArguing with the people next to you, there are only a few friends. All of these are the tattoos w88 casino gave me, the name of the tattoo叫Day day after day together. Once the teacher asked me: Why not be more confident in yourself?Answer it allIt's because w88 casino doesn't praise me, w88 casino doesn't say w88 casino loves me, w88 casino doesn't always come to hug me。My insecure, small-mindedness, pride, vanity, quietness and even loneliness are allBy her, I really want it用Brush to brush away all traces of her left on me, but INot able to do it, because they are like the yellow in my skin and the black in my hair, not for being changed.
It turns out that even if you grow up, there are always something that cannot be removed.
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Until one day, w88 casino cried on the phone, w88 casino said that her mother had a sudden myocardial infarction and was picked up by an ambulance. The doctor said it was very dangerous and w88 casino didn't know what to do.
In a moment, my tears burst out，A wall collapsed before my eyes, all her strength and fragility, cold and warmth, and with the dust of time suddenly became insignificant.
So I forgot, I still loved her. Whether it is a thousand mountains or a thousand waters, the connections generated by blood cannot be cut off.
I told her not to cry, I will always accompany her to protect her.
Gibran said,I always walk on the sand shore, between the sand and the foam. The climax will wipe my footprints away, and the wind will blow away the foam.Footprints and foam, and what has always been there is love.
w88 casino is my mother.
