The winter is cold and the flowers are blooming
Author: Lu Xue (Level 10 w88 casino of Public Administration)
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When I first entered Huiyuan, I was trembling all over. The panic in my heart made me enter the winter in Beijing in advance that left me helpless. To be more precise, I tried to cover up the panic boiling inside me with a cold attitude.
Time is a cold and solid lock that locks the past that I cannot go back to despite all my efforts; time is a black-hearted businessman. w88 casino games login gave me maturity and stability, but defrauded me of those childhood rights that I regarded as precious. So, only the north wind is left shouting, you must be independent. So, I became numb, so my whole body was cold.
In those countless days and nights, I often caught colds repeatedly with snot in my nose and medicine in my mouth. During those chaotic and overlapping times, I often saw myself with my hair disheveled in the strong wind, my face flushed, and my lips chapped. The hollowed-out heart is like a hollowed-out lamp, allowing the north wind to jump up and down in w88 casino games login, arrogant and domineering, but impossible to guard against. However, the bloodshot eyes were fanned by the north wind, and they danced with fangs and claws. But I remained expressionless, enjoying the coldness all over my body. For me, this is a kind of redemption. w88 casino games login coldly suppressed my originally hot heart, so no more dreams, no more thoughts, no more yearning, and the deep nostalgia that I was obsessed with in the past were all violently imprisoned. Even the word "Mom" was resolutely locked in the five-foot-high wall beyond sight and hearing. What I'm afraid of is that a gentle embrace of the lips will bring back those sweet memories in an instant, like a powerful awl, instantly smashing the strong wall in my heart that I have built with all my heart.
I have worked hard on this disguise of ice and believe in w88 casino games login.
I never expected that I would change - people always have an instinct called habit, which makes them at a loss later. Meeting like that on such a sunny afternoon, in retrospect, is a gift from God.
Walking in the scorching sunlight, I will always be like a black spot on white rice paper, with a sullen face and a closed heart. The appearance of such a family undoubtedly classified the surrounding people who were working in the camp into the background with an unquestionable attitude. I froze for a moment, or maybe time stopped here curiously. In layman’s terms, we watch happiness.
The three or four-year-old child is showing off his vitality in the small square of Hongyuan. He is the new sun, giving this winter another kind of temperature. He said, "Dad, let's race, you chase me." But the older father could not escape the trap of his child's innocence and immaturity but a little bit of "sophistication". What's majestic is his steps, what's alert and nimble is his unexpected twists and turns, what's tireless is his new strength, and what's filling the cup is a sweetness that's ripe enough to bloom. Next to her, there will always be a character called mother, repeating "be careful, be careful" with a panicked look on her face. w88 casino games login is a kind of persistence, a kind of protection, a kind of right that we "should" enjoy as children.
I was at a loss for a moment, but the word "home" suddenly leaked from my lips, and then all the things I had tried so hard to bury were turned upside down. The winding and crawling folds and a big mouth that is always tireless are pieced together to form the appearance that I once knew by heart; a pair of small eyes that seem to be always sleepy, and a big round face that is full of flesh, always bring out the feelings of love and fear in me. Mom, Dad, the homesickness I have suppressed with all my heart has become so thick that w88 casino games login cannot be dissolved. No matter how much I stir w88 casino games login, w88 casino games login still sticks to the point where I cannot move.
I miss you! ——This was all the reason I had at the time.
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"What's wrong? Are you in Beijing? Why did w88 casino games login take so long to call back..."
"Mom..."
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No words can describe that fresh and beating young heart. Has w88 casino games login been given a new lease of life? In this quiet and cold winter night. I couldn't understand the sudden heating process. I only heard a bang, the city wall was destroyed, and thousands of buds suddenly sprouted in the darkness. They were rose vines, thorny but moving.
Looking back at those faces that have been around for a long time, I discovered for the first time that their caring smiles also carried some reassuring warmth, just like a greenhouse that feels like spring all year round, which can always nourish frail peonies.
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Back home, I have to admit that this winter is really cold. Those heaters and electric blankets that were incompatible with the southern temperament suddenly felt proud. I was stunned. The traces of them appearing everywhere were my afterimages of the north or a joke of reality.
Fortunately, in this place where my soul lingers, I can always find an open embrace for me. w88 casino games login is my home, my mother, my father, and countless you... I know that w88 casino games login is you who pamper me.
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